The ideal version of myself that I envision is like a giant panda, living a carefree life and enjoying life without having to work hard every day. This is also the ideal state of my future dreams, but it is obviously something that I don't think is possible.The people closest to me would say that I am an unpredictable person, and my mood is written on my face. I express myself very clearly to people I like and dislike. Similarly, I am a very emotional and sensitive person, and sometimes even trivial things can cause me to internalize for a long time. However, it is also because of these traits that I am good at writing and enjoy using words to escape from the sadness of reality. As for my personal growth in the future, I think it should be left to fate because I don't have a clear goal at the moment, nor do I have a reason or idea to have to achieve a goal.However, the me in high school had big dreams. At that time, I hoped that I could achieve some great achievements through my own efforts and have a bright future... However, things have changed, and now I just want to lie down and do nothing... Perhaps this is the real me.My speech is over. Thank you.