Actually I don't want to write one person a lot of times because it seems like that all of my emotions are about him.But in the evening, I am always surrounded by some sad and lonely feelings and I think back over and over again, about some details of us. There are so many memories.From August to November, we had not seen for five months. When I got the message that he would come back, I am so excited and I imagined that it would be so fulfilled if we could have a hug. But when we met, we just smiled and said hi, long time no see. That is good because we are just friends and we keep reasonable distance.And when we got drunk, we leaned on each other and also, we didn't have any actions beyond the line of friends. This is also great and that is why we can truly trust each other and why we are friends for more than 11 years.But it's ture that I am a person who can not live alone. If I accept someone appear in my life, I want he could always stay there and get along with me. So It's sad for me when I imagine that one day he will get far from me and we just meet once or two times a year.